i havent been online a lot lately..and heres why..apparently i have periods of blackouts..its vert episodic..maybe once a month or so..they usually only last for about a 1/2 hour or so..people cant understand what the hell im talking about or even saying..and i have to be told what i did..also..while its happening..my eyes turn a bright green from their normal color which is dark brown
i guess the last time it happened it wasnt stopping..going on an hour or so..so my fiance called for an ambulance..she was outside waiting for it..and apparently thats when i barracaded myself in the appartment..they then called the police to try to get me out..finally after about 2 hours..when they had the SWAT team ready..i came out and was taken to a hospital..i know..pretty scarey..i almost threw up when i learned about it..i dont remember a single thing..i never do
i was then sent to four winds hospital..its a really nice phsych hospital i guess..voluntary..unlocked..everyone was cool..but nothing happened there since its episodic and i was released after 5 days..after i was released..i then gained the ability to change my eye color..back and forth from dark brown to green..i cant do it all the time..its linked to my emotions..i can only do it if im really happy..really sad..or really pissed..if they havent changed already..i can make them change..and make them change back if i want to..my fiance has witnessed all of this..and my mother witnessed them change once
now i have more medical appointments for hospital tests on my brain then i can count..many of the top doctors in the albany area have no clue what it is..or how i can do that..and are almost excited to find out..there are a few rare conditions that they have already ruled out..now they're looking into some type of seizure, blood flow, or epileptic condition
i was just wondering if anyone else knows of anybody who has had something like this..or has heard of this?
i guess the last time it happened it wasnt stopping..going on an hour or so..so my fiance called for an ambulance..she was outside waiting for it..and apparently thats when i barracaded myself in the appartment..they then called the police to try to get me out..finally after about 2 hours..when they had the SWAT team ready..i came out and was taken to a hospital..i know..pretty scarey..i almost threw up when i learned about it..i dont remember a single thing..i never do
i was then sent to four winds hospital..its a really nice phsych hospital i guess..voluntary..unlocked..everyone was cool..but nothing happened there since its episodic and i was released after 5 days..after i was released..i then gained the ability to change my eye color..back and forth from dark brown to green..i cant do it all the time..its linked to my emotions..i can only do it if im really happy..really sad..or really pissed..if they havent changed already..i can make them change..and make them change back if i want to..my fiance has witnessed all of this..and my mother witnessed them change once
now i have more medical appointments for hospital tests on my brain then i can count..many of the top doctors in the albany area have no clue what it is..or how i can do that..and are almost excited to find out..there are a few rare conditions that they have already ruled out..now they're looking into some type of seizure, blood flow, or epileptic condition
i was just wondering if anyone else knows of anybody who has had something like this..or has heard of this?
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