thought you guys who knew speedin96 would want to know

[Laura]

My fiance, known as speedin96 is no longer. I still can not believe it is true. Memorial day he committed suicide. He left me and his little 4 month old little girl. We are doing are best to go on and know he is watching us. He was the smartest, nicest, and best man I have met and he will always be in my heart. Better go.

[Johnny Ray]

So very sad.

I thought his goal in life was to be a good father and husband?

What happened?

[95Batmobile]

Wow that is crazy...

I am sorry.

[MTMike]

It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor

There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?

I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...

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My thoughts and prayers go to you and his family. :(

[Infernal]

Wow. :( I'm really sorry for your loss.

[4thgenowner]

Wow. I'm sorry. :(

[Question]

Wow, what a terrible loss. :(

[vanbibber]

:( he really seemed to have a good head on his shoulders. i looked at one of his past post in a thread called goals in life or something like that. he seemed to have wanted to be a great guy for his family first and foremost. it really sucks that we lose genuinely good people in life that could have been saved from taking their own lives instead of getting help. i myself have been down this road with my father who took his own life when i was younger. it hurts for a long time and is a very hard subject to understand,from the standpoint of what was he thinking and what could have been done to prevent such a situation from happening to a person.

im very sorry to hear about your loss and i know exactly how it feels to just not understand why something like this can happen. if you ever need someone to talk to just email me @ Roj021@aol.com and i will get back to you asap. it helps alot to talk to someone even if you dont know them.

[TucsonBird]

This hit me like a 10-pound brick. I didn't know him, but it always seems like everyone on this site is family and pretty caring.

I truly am very sorry.

[loser]

wow, im very very sorry for your loss. you and your daugther are in my prayers. :(

[Mighty Thor]

He's such a young guy. I'm so sorry to hear that. My prayers for him and to you and your baby.

I remember him posting all the time at the Lounge and General Tech.

I thought he was a happy guy. Especially when he mentioned that he's a daddy.

Here's what he said:

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Ok well here we go,

Name: Jazlyn Kamara
Birthday: Jan 19th 2005
Weight: 7 lbs 13.9 oz.
Height: 21"


she is soooo beautiful, i am sooo in love. She wimpers little wimpers, but she can let out a loud cry if mommy holds off on givin up the booby.
I swear i can't stop starrin' at her. Unfortunatly I have a fever blister so i cant kiss on her like i want to.

Alright I gotta make my rounds, I tried accessing these forums using my pocketpc and the hospitals wireless network but I couldn't remember my password and for some reason hotmail mobile wouldn't display the body of the "your lost username/password" email I would get sent to me from the message board login. Also tapping "add attachment" on the yahoo, hotmail, netscape webmail things wouldn't do a dang thing so i couldn't send pictures to anybody! they blocked off AIM and MSN messenger ports at the firewall. But we are home now...

I will include pictures later need to get them off my pocket pc and the digital camera and etc...

<- me!

SAMC.org Newest Arrivals - Jazlyn

pictures here

I'm continually adding new ones as i scan/transfer them from random cameras and such
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This is indeed very sad. God Bless. :(

[12secondv6]

So very sorry to hear this :(

Take care!

[Rune]

I didn't know him, but as the other guy said were all a family on here, and one of our brothers is gone now. I'm so sorry for your loss.

[shenanigans]

Wow I am sorry to hear about this I truely hope everything works out ok for you and your daughter.

[CAMAROWIDBASS]

If GOD brings you to it, he will bring you through it.