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Man I'm confused I don't really know how to vocalize this, well type it anyhow. I'm just lookin for honest suggestions other people seem to get good advice on subjects like this from this board so i thought it was worth a shot.
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I've been off and on with my girlfriend for about a year now and I really care about her but I just cant tell if she feels the same way. For a little background we first dated two years ago and that lasted about 2 months but both of us were really busy so we called it off because it was really interfeering with both of our school work. Well last year round this time we got back together again and about the same thing happened. Well now were back together but were at seperate schools and having a relationship over the phone just isnt any fun. I've thus far resisted temptation from one of my close friends at school and as far as I know shes been faithful as well, and I would trust her with my life. I saw her for the first time in a few months, yes months, today and things just didnt seem quite the same. She met me at the mall and we walked and talked for an hour then I walked her out to her truck and gave her a hug and she left. I will be the first to admit that the oppurtunity was there for a more intament(spelling?) parting but I've always been kinda shy about stuff like that. So thats the story and heres the problem, while I'm at school and even at home I find myself just wanting that intamacy that all my friends seem to have. Just a person to hold and so on, I'm just wondering if thats a sign that I need that or if thats just a natural part of this whole long distance thing? I meen being 18 I don't know a whole lot about this love thing but I do know that I care about her more than anything but there is this lingering doubt that this is going to work this time around. I dunno I just don't know what to do I fel so lonely all the time and that sucks. Any advice would be great although reading this now it is a little confusing. Thanks for any help you can give.
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I've been off and on with my girlfriend for about a year now and I really care about her but I just cant tell if she feels the same way. For a little background we first dated two years ago and that lasted about 2 months but both of us were really busy so we called it off because it was really interfeering with both of our school work. Well last year round this time we got back together again and about the same thing happened. Well now were back together but were at seperate schools and having a relationship over the phone just isnt any fun. I've thus far resisted temptation from one of my close friends at school and as far as I know shes been faithful as well, and I would trust her with my life. I saw her for the first time in a few months, yes months, today and things just didnt seem quite the same. She met me at the mall and we walked and talked for an hour then I walked her out to her truck and gave her a hug and she left. I will be the first to admit that the oppurtunity was there for a more intament(spelling?) parting but I've always been kinda shy about stuff like that. So thats the story and heres the problem, while I'm at school and even at home I find myself just wanting that intamacy that all my friends seem to have. Just a person to hold and so on, I'm just wondering if thats a sign that I need that or if thats just a natural part of this whole long distance thing? I meen being 18 I don't know a whole lot about this love thing but I do know that I care about her more than anything but there is this lingering doubt that this is going to work this time around. I dunno I just don't know what to do I fel so lonely all the time and that sucks. Any advice would be great although reading this now it is a little confusing. Thanks for any help you can give.
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