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Well, I guess I really have been an *******. I sit on the computer all day, demand lots of sex, I have to do something that entertains me all day. I have trouble working.
I need attention all the time, I go on rants, I cry alot, I become depressed and happy in an instant. When I feel happy I go into this feeling of ecstacy and I feel so worked up I start vomiting. I talk to myself often, more than a normal person would.
She hates me. I feel terrible for the things iv said. But forwhatever reason I don't care to say them. I call her a b*tch and I don't know why, its like I snap on her for little things all the time. Same with my mom, same with other people. People that I love and have helped me out, I have pushed them all away. And I dont know why.
The doctor has me on this medicine called lexapro.
I dont know if its helping or making me worse. I feel more excited all the time and less depressed. But this excite ment is not good, my mind races crazy thoughts. I hate what I have become. I'v lost 30 pounds in 1 year, I weigh 130 now, I'v gotten sick twice this year and its all because I sit on the computer and play video games 24/7 sometimes without eating or sleeping. But now that i took myself away from games, im going completely insane. I feel like I need to find another addiction.
I need attention all the time, I go on rants, I cry alot, I become depressed and happy in an instant. When I feel happy I go into this feeling of ecstacy and I feel so worked up I start vomiting. I talk to myself often, more than a normal person would.
She hates me. I feel terrible for the things iv said. But forwhatever reason I don't care to say them. I call her a b*tch and I don't know why, its like I snap on her for little things all the time. Same with my mom, same with other people. People that I love and have helped me out, I have pushed them all away. And I dont know why.
The doctor has me on this medicine called lexapro.
I dont know if its helping or making me worse. I feel more excited all the time and less depressed. But this excite ment is not good, my mind races crazy thoughts. I hate what I have become. I'v lost 30 pounds in 1 year, I weigh 130 now, I'v gotten sick twice this year and its all because I sit on the computer and play video games 24/7 sometimes without eating or sleeping. But now that i took myself away from games, im going completely insane. I feel like I need to find another addiction.
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