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I wish i had the narrator from the "NFL Films" series...he'd be great for this story. Here goes:
I broke up with my G/F at the end of April. We had been going out for a total of 19 months (10 months in high school, broke up for 10 months, went back out for another 9). I can truly say this is the only girlfriend i've ever loved. i still do. I don't know why, but when i hear about her with another guy, i get a twinge of jealousy and overprotection. I don't think any other idiot other than me is worth her time. So, when i hear she's seeing this 23 year-old guy (I'm 20, she's 19) i start to worry a little bit. and it gets me thinking, as well. I had been hooking up with a new girl since July, but something didn't seem right to me, so I broke it off. I started to realize that i had been wrong in breaking up with my ex, and i wanted her back. however, i didn't want to have another 9-10 month relationship and then bail out again. Plus, she was happy with the guy she was hooking up with. It put me in a dilemma. I couldn't let my feelings for her just sit inside me, i had to tell her how i felt. So i did, on Saturday.
It kinda surprised her at first, but she had been feeling the same way. I had hurt her feelings a lot the last time (she almost went to therapy over it), so she was a little hesitant about going through with anything. Plus, there was the other guy to worry about. We talked for almost three hours, and then another three hours on the phone after she went home. I invited her to come over my house after work, and we could go swimming (i love having a pool). I even went to visit her at work, where, for some godforsaken reason, the 23 year-old guy is there. kinda awkward, but there was no trouble. She comes over after work, we're having fun in the pool, splashing each other and stuff, and we kinda just chill out for a lil. i decide "now's the time." i move in to kiss her, and she kisses me back. we went on for a while...then went inside and talked some more, along with some other stuff :D at this point, she wasn't quite sure what she wanted. I was even more surprised that I, in the course of a couple days, had gone from being just her friend to being a romantic interest again. She talked about the whole thing to the other guy, who wasn't too happy. he considered her his g/f, but she freaked out about that cuz she didn't see it that way. he chilled out, saying he understood about her history with me, but that he wanted a fair chance for her. she told him she'd think about it. she came over my house again on Monday, same thing happened. pool, talk, sex. I talked to her on the phone again for 3 hours, and she seems to be leaning towards me over the other guy. I told her i wanted to get us back to where we were, before we broke up. Its gonna take a lot of work, but i want her badly enough that i'll ride a llama upside down while juggling chainsaws with my feet. My next challenge is going to be explaining to her parents how i'm back again. They're not too fond of me after the last break-up, so i'm not expecting a warm welcome when they find out. however, since i've already overcome the odds in a few short days, i think i should be able to handle them. my life is suddenly looking up... :D
I broke up with my G/F at the end of April. We had been going out for a total of 19 months (10 months in high school, broke up for 10 months, went back out for another 9). I can truly say this is the only girlfriend i've ever loved. i still do. I don't know why, but when i hear about her with another guy, i get a twinge of jealousy and overprotection. I don't think any other idiot other than me is worth her time. So, when i hear she's seeing this 23 year-old guy (I'm 20, she's 19) i start to worry a little bit. and it gets me thinking, as well. I had been hooking up with a new girl since July, but something didn't seem right to me, so I broke it off. I started to realize that i had been wrong in breaking up with my ex, and i wanted her back. however, i didn't want to have another 9-10 month relationship and then bail out again. Plus, she was happy with the guy she was hooking up with. It put me in a dilemma. I couldn't let my feelings for her just sit inside me, i had to tell her how i felt. So i did, on Saturday.
It kinda surprised her at first, but she had been feeling the same way. I had hurt her feelings a lot the last time (she almost went to therapy over it), so she was a little hesitant about going through with anything. Plus, there was the other guy to worry about. We talked for almost three hours, and then another three hours on the phone after she went home. I invited her to come over my house after work, and we could go swimming (i love having a pool). I even went to visit her at work, where, for some godforsaken reason, the 23 year-old guy is there. kinda awkward, but there was no trouble. She comes over after work, we're having fun in the pool, splashing each other and stuff, and we kinda just chill out for a lil. i decide "now's the time." i move in to kiss her, and she kisses me back. we went on for a while...then went inside and talked some more, along with some other stuff :D at this point, she wasn't quite sure what she wanted. I was even more surprised that I, in the course of a couple days, had gone from being just her friend to being a romantic interest again. She talked about the whole thing to the other guy, who wasn't too happy. he considered her his g/f, but she freaked out about that cuz she didn't see it that way. he chilled out, saying he understood about her history with me, but that he wanted a fair chance for her. she told him she'd think about it. she came over my house again on Monday, same thing happened. pool, talk, sex. I talked to her on the phone again for 3 hours, and she seems to be leaning towards me over the other guy. I told her i wanted to get us back to where we were, before we broke up. Its gonna take a lot of work, but i want her badly enough that i'll ride a llama upside down while juggling chainsaws with my feet. My next challenge is going to be explaining to her parents how i'm back again. They're not too fond of me after the last break-up, so i'm not expecting a warm welcome when they find out. however, since i've already overcome the odds in a few short days, i think i should be able to handle them. my life is suddenly looking up... :D
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