I dont know why i get in these moods, but i do. I just feel like i've accomplished nothing sometimes, sure i've lost 80 pounds but 80 pounds of what muscle or fat. I mean, i look down at myself and i see these things on my chest and that thing around my stomach :( . My goal is only 20 pounds away (195) but i think more than likely its going to be 30-40....(175-185). There are some people on an atkins message board that have lost only 65-70 pounds and 60 inches....i've lost 80 pounds and only 48 inches (but then again i didn't measure myself right away, the first time i took measurements were around the 3rd month. My first dated record on mybodycomp.com is 3-xx-04, i started on 1-2-04 soooo maybe i've lost more inches). Goal is so close....yet so far....it's depressing. <sigh> i hate this long journey, i cannot wait for it to be done with.
Sorry about ranting to you guys....but i just needed to type it/say it whatever you want to consider it. It helps
Sorry about ranting to you guys....but i just needed to type it/say it whatever you want to consider it. It helps
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