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UPDATE: Jenny and I
I'm sure most of you guys remember my thread about my girlfriend breaking up with me after 19 months. Well anyways, there has been a bit of an update to it. Jen called me yesterday and we talked for about 30 minutes. She said she loves me, and that we will talk about everything when she gets home. I said "I love you" a few times, and she said it back each time. She said it would be better off if we didn't text or anything while she is in Las Vegas. I guess she just wants everything to cool off. She promised me we would talk on Sunday when she gets home. That is good, because Sunday is easter so there is no chance of me working because it is closed. She promised me would talk about it all, and I really hope she is willing to work this out with me. I did kind of mess up though, when we "broke up" or whatever I asked her not to tell anyone. She agreed not to, (which may mean she sees us getting back together? I don't know.) but I didn't hear from her that entire day and I was worried about her. So I asked two of her friends if they had heard from her. They could tell something was wrong and asked what was the matter, and I spilled the beans. She didn't like that. To make matters EVEN worse, I called her house phone and her dad picked up. He said "Jenny was packing. How are you doing Justin?" and I said "Oh..." and I was just quiet for a few. He then said "You don't sound to good, are you OK?" And I can't lie to her father...so I spilled the beans then as well. Next thing I know, I am on IM talking to Majesky and I get an IM from one of her friends saying YOU TOLD HER DAD! and I said "what?" and it went from there. Apparently Jen was on another screen name as to avoid me. Sigh...
Jen told me on the phone that so far I am not showing her "I can make this right by acting crazy and telling her friends" Although the phone conversation wasn't EXACTLY how I would of liked it to been, it makes me feel better. Somehow. I know feel like I haven't "lost" Jenny, she is just in Las Vegas and will be back shortly, and all of this will be worked out. I tried to keep my cool on the phone, keep my feelings intact, and all that. I was sweet and talked with a low voice the entire time, hopefully I made her feel comfortable. But I could tell one thing did get to her, and it went sort of like this;
"Boo, do you remember when you went to SC with Lindsey and you were gone for a week or so...?"
"Yes Justin, I do"
"And do you remember how we didn't talk that whole week...?"
"Yes boo I do"
"And do you remember how much I missed you..."
"Uh huh.."
And do you remember how much you missed me..."
"Uh huh.."
"And do you remember how happy we were when you came back and we finally saw each other again..."
"Uh huh.."
"Wouldn't it be nice boo if it was like that again this time...wouldnt that be nice?"
"Yes.."
And I could tell that after each question she was slowly becoming I guess you could say "happier, or more relaxed" or so. That made me feel a little better, because its the first time she has been sweet with me since this whole ordeal. I know her words weren't much, but I could tell by her voice and the way she said things.
I also said "Jenny when you get back we will work this all out, right?" And she said "We will see Justin." Don't know exactly what to take that as, but it is better then a no, right? Also, something like "I'll make everything perfect Jenny. While you are gone I will think about everything I need to do to fix this, and how I am going to do it all. Jenny, if i can make all this right would you be willing to be my girlfriend again?" And she replied with "Yes Justin, but so far you are not showing me you can fix this by acting crazy and telling all my friends. You need to calm down" And I said "I know Jenny, I know. I am sorry, I just was not thinking clearly. I have calmed down know after hearing your voice and everything. I was just worried about you, thats all" Then she said "Justin, I will be with my parents. I am fine. I told you we would talk when I get home. Don't worry, please" I care so much about her, it is impossible. I then said "I know Jenny, I just wanted to say bye before you left..." Then she said something along the lines of "You told me bye last night when I called.." I said "I know...but I didn't know when you were leaving boo"
And it was just little stuff like that through out the whole conversation. I was very sweet the entire time, because I know she usually likes that. I am doing my BEST not to text her. I am going to have to stay busy so I don't text her or call to leave a voice mail. It is so hard, because right now I would like to know whether or not she made it to Las Vegas ok. And then one of these days they will be flying a small plane over the grand canyon for about four hours, and I would like to know that everything went alright. I wanted to text her and say Good morning when I woke up. I will want to text her and say Good night when I go to bed. I want to tell her I love her. I just don't want her to think I have forgotten about her. This is so rough guys, but since she asked me not to text her I will show her that I can do it, and I think it will go a long ways. She said she isn't even texting her other friends, so I guess it isn't JUST ME. Or she may of just said that, I don't know. But anyways, sorry for the long post guys. You guys really helped me in the last one, but then it was locked. :rant: I just wanted to give you guys an update.
Surprisingly, like I said earlier, I feel much better. I think it is the fact that we talked on the phone last night. I haven't cried since then, or even while writing this post. Before then I was in tears the whole time. I guess since she pretty much told me it was all going to be OK, I am a little better now. Just trying to plan out my time now as to keep my mind off her a little bit. I don't have anything to think about, I know exactly what I need to do and will do.
Lets see..
Today when I get home from my half day of school I am washing the car.
Tomorrow after school I have work from 5 till 9.
Thursday...eh I don't know yet.
Friday...take my car to the muffler shop and get my tips "tucked and realigned" HOPEFULLY. Then maybe hit up the 1/8 with a few buds.
Saturday...probably have work all day. 11 to 6 maybe, or maybe even a closing schedule. I would prefer a close to keep my mind off things. Nothing like working till Midnight then hitting up I-HOP with the guys.
Sunday...JEN COMES HOME! :banana: Hopefully all will go well.
I also would like to go to the store sometime between now and then and get her just a little something. Maybe a little Teddy Bear and some Chocolate just to say I am sorry. Thoughts on that?
Guys, you all helped GREATLY in the last thread. I really appreciate it. It made me feel a lot better knowing that a few people could relate to what I was going through. THANK YOU ALL.
This has been a rough time for me guys, but you all (and Jen on the phone last night) are helping me get through it. I know it won't be easy when she gets back, but she is worth it to me to cut out some of the stupid controlling crap that I know she doesn't like. I can do it, I know I can.
Sorry for the long post guys. Mods, can we PLEASE keep this one open for awhile? The replies really help me right now.
Thanks guys,
Justin
Jen told me on the phone that so far I am not showing her "I can make this right by acting crazy and telling her friends" Although the phone conversation wasn't EXACTLY how I would of liked it to been, it makes me feel better. Somehow. I know feel like I haven't "lost" Jenny, she is just in Las Vegas and will be back shortly, and all of this will be worked out. I tried to keep my cool on the phone, keep my feelings intact, and all that. I was sweet and talked with a low voice the entire time, hopefully I made her feel comfortable. But I could tell one thing did get to her, and it went sort of like this;
"Boo, do you remember when you went to SC with Lindsey and you were gone for a week or so...?"
"Yes Justin, I do"
"And do you remember how we didn't talk that whole week...?"
"Yes boo I do"
"And do you remember how much I missed you..."
"Uh huh.."
And do you remember how much you missed me..."
"Uh huh.."
"And do you remember how happy we were when you came back and we finally saw each other again..."
"Uh huh.."
"Wouldn't it be nice boo if it was like that again this time...wouldnt that be nice?"
"Yes.."
And I could tell that after each question she was slowly becoming I guess you could say "happier, or more relaxed" or so. That made me feel a little better, because its the first time she has been sweet with me since this whole ordeal. I know her words weren't much, but I could tell by her voice and the way she said things.
I also said "Jenny when you get back we will work this all out, right?" And she said "We will see Justin." Don't know exactly what to take that as, but it is better then a no, right? Also, something like "I'll make everything perfect Jenny. While you are gone I will think about everything I need to do to fix this, and how I am going to do it all. Jenny, if i can make all this right would you be willing to be my girlfriend again?" And she replied with "Yes Justin, but so far you are not showing me you can fix this by acting crazy and telling all my friends. You need to calm down" And I said "I know Jenny, I know. I am sorry, I just was not thinking clearly. I have calmed down know after hearing your voice and everything. I was just worried about you, thats all" Then she said "Justin, I will be with my parents. I am fine. I told you we would talk when I get home. Don't worry, please" I care so much about her, it is impossible. I then said "I know Jenny, I just wanted to say bye before you left..." Then she said something along the lines of "You told me bye last night when I called.." I said "I know...but I didn't know when you were leaving boo"
And it was just little stuff like that through out the whole conversation. I was very sweet the entire time, because I know she usually likes that. I am doing my BEST not to text her. I am going to have to stay busy so I don't text her or call to leave a voice mail. It is so hard, because right now I would like to know whether or not she made it to Las Vegas ok. And then one of these days they will be flying a small plane over the grand canyon for about four hours, and I would like to know that everything went alright. I wanted to text her and say Good morning when I woke up. I will want to text her and say Good night when I go to bed. I want to tell her I love her. I just don't want her to think I have forgotten about her. This is so rough guys, but since she asked me not to text her I will show her that I can do it, and I think it will go a long ways. She said she isn't even texting her other friends, so I guess it isn't JUST ME. Or she may of just said that, I don't know. But anyways, sorry for the long post guys. You guys really helped me in the last one, but then it was locked. :rant: I just wanted to give you guys an update.
Surprisingly, like I said earlier, I feel much better. I think it is the fact that we talked on the phone last night. I haven't cried since then, or even while writing this post. Before then I was in tears the whole time. I guess since she pretty much told me it was all going to be OK, I am a little better now. Just trying to plan out my time now as to keep my mind off her a little bit. I don't have anything to think about, I know exactly what I need to do and will do.
Lets see..
Today when I get home from my half day of school I am washing the car.
Tomorrow after school I have work from 5 till 9.
Thursday...eh I don't know yet.
Friday...take my car to the muffler shop and get my tips "tucked and realigned" HOPEFULLY. Then maybe hit up the 1/8 with a few buds.
Saturday...probably have work all day. 11 to 6 maybe, or maybe even a closing schedule. I would prefer a close to keep my mind off things. Nothing like working till Midnight then hitting up I-HOP with the guys.
Sunday...JEN COMES HOME! :banana: Hopefully all will go well.
I also would like to go to the store sometime between now and then and get her just a little something. Maybe a little Teddy Bear and some Chocolate just to say I am sorry. Thoughts on that?
Guys, you all helped GREATLY in the last thread. I really appreciate it. It made me feel a lot better knowing that a few people could relate to what I was going through. THANK YOU ALL.
This has been a rough time for me guys, but you all (and Jen on the phone last night) are helping me get through it. I know it won't be easy when she gets back, but she is worth it to me to cut out some of the stupid controlling crap that I know she doesn't like. I can do it, I know I can.
Sorry for the long post guys. Mods, can we PLEASE keep this one open for awhile? The replies really help me right now.
Thanks guys,
Justin
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