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Sorry to all that I haven't been around lately, but I've been going through a lot of things in the recent past. As some of you know, I'm going through a divorce, and I have court for that on Monday and then it will be all over.
I have given her my car (not the bird, but unfortunately it's in pieces) and my house and it has left me stranded almost, staying out at my sisters house. If that's not depressing enough, I've lost pretty much all my friends because they consisted of my soon to be ex-wife's, brothers friends as well. And he has taken it upon himself to spread as much crap about me to all of them as he can, such as he used to watch me beat her and things like that......god I love drama :(
But, I've been down and out, I haven't been around to give advice to all in need because I haven't even had the willpower to even touch my firebird and piece it back together. Since we've split up, I don't think I have even laid eyes on it more than 5 times, and haven't come within 10 feet of it, just because I don't see the point.
Just going through all this is more than enough to push most people over the edge, but it isn't really what's affecting my mood so to speak. It's the fact that she basically took me for all my money, vehicles, house and worst of all, she has my daughter. I love and cherish my daughter and she was my best friend. Me not being able to work, I was always there from the moment she woke up , until the moment I laid her down for sleep. We played all day, she used to sit in my lap while I would post messages on this board, she would talk baby babble into the microphone when I would be playing on xbox live, so that they thought they were being owned by a child, and she would chill inside the firebird honking the horn and playing with the shifter going through the gears while I worked under the hood and now all of it's been taken away. My wife and I split up in late January and since then I have seen my daughter maybe 3 times, 4 at the most and it was only for about 10 to 15 minutes each time. I know I'm going to loose the custody battle come Monday, and that's got me really down, beyond imagination.
Luckily, on a better side of things, I'm getting everything together with my lawyers so I can finally settle my lawsuit and then I will be able to buy a new house and I am getting a new ride (07 Pontiac Solstice GXP, maybe you've seen one) and then I will be back on my feet and I can get a rehearing on a custody trial, because my wife is a good mother and all, but I just don't like the idea of knowing that my wife has habits and phases of doing drugs that would render her useless to attend to my daughter's needs and among that she also looses her temper with our daughter too easily as well. I mean for crying out loud, how are you going to yell at a 23 month old for doing something wrong.......
Well, I just wanted to let everyone know, I'm going to try and snap out of this phase of feeling sorry for myself and wishing things were different, because there isn't really much I can do about it, so I shouldn't worry so much over it.
I appreciate everyone who actually read through the entire post, and can somewhat feel what I'm going through, because I feel a little better just knowing that I got it off my chest to others that share their personal problems with this group of people all the time.
See ya around.
I have given her my car (not the bird, but unfortunately it's in pieces) and my house and it has left me stranded almost, staying out at my sisters house. If that's not depressing enough, I've lost pretty much all my friends because they consisted of my soon to be ex-wife's, brothers friends as well. And he has taken it upon himself to spread as much crap about me to all of them as he can, such as he used to watch me beat her and things like that......god I love drama :(
But, I've been down and out, I haven't been around to give advice to all in need because I haven't even had the willpower to even touch my firebird and piece it back together. Since we've split up, I don't think I have even laid eyes on it more than 5 times, and haven't come within 10 feet of it, just because I don't see the point.
Just going through all this is more than enough to push most people over the edge, but it isn't really what's affecting my mood so to speak. It's the fact that she basically took me for all my money, vehicles, house and worst of all, she has my daughter. I love and cherish my daughter and she was my best friend. Me not being able to work, I was always there from the moment she woke up , until the moment I laid her down for sleep. We played all day, she used to sit in my lap while I would post messages on this board, she would talk baby babble into the microphone when I would be playing on xbox live, so that they thought they were being owned by a child, and she would chill inside the firebird honking the horn and playing with the shifter going through the gears while I worked under the hood and now all of it's been taken away. My wife and I split up in late January and since then I have seen my daughter maybe 3 times, 4 at the most and it was only for about 10 to 15 minutes each time. I know I'm going to loose the custody battle come Monday, and that's got me really down, beyond imagination.
Luckily, on a better side of things, I'm getting everything together with my lawyers so I can finally settle my lawsuit and then I will be able to buy a new house and I am getting a new ride (07 Pontiac Solstice GXP, maybe you've seen one) and then I will be back on my feet and I can get a rehearing on a custody trial, because my wife is a good mother and all, but I just don't like the idea of knowing that my wife has habits and phases of doing drugs that would render her useless to attend to my daughter's needs and among that she also looses her temper with our daughter too easily as well. I mean for crying out loud, how are you going to yell at a 23 month old for doing something wrong.......
Well, I just wanted to let everyone know, I'm going to try and snap out of this phase of feeling sorry for myself and wishing things were different, because there isn't really much I can do about it, so I shouldn't worry so much over it.
I appreciate everyone who actually read through the entire post, and can somewhat feel what I'm going through, because I feel a little better just knowing that I got it off my chest to others that share their personal problems with this group of people all the time.
See ya around.
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